happy packing

2011

big changes for 2011.  
new year, new life.  cant wait!

Happiness hit her like a train on a track. Coming towards her stuck still no turning back

so i paused on blogging. im back. with NEWS!   i got a job. and an apt. and i'm moving to Boston on Jan 15. crazyyy soon.
i'm really excited.  and nervous.  and will miss my friends in NY
yes. this is the right next step, but scary for sure.

tonight chrissy and i got pedicures, made dinner, and had wine on the couch. it was great.
and she went home. and i replayed all we talked about. my move, our friends, our life goals from 2007, our new 5 year life plans, etc.  amazing.  

love. love. love.   
loveburst of a night.

explanations

i always feel the need to explain myself. im going to need to get over that

i want what i want and im moving the right direction. 
there's a fine line between moving forward and moving away.

fact: finding a job takes time
hope: it happens soon
fact: i love new york
hope: i visit often
fact: boston will be lonely at the beginning.
hope: beginning wont last long
fact: my friends are the best
hope: they visit often

kind of.

21 days!

3 weeks left!  4 classes. sooo close.

:)

stars.

hopeful isnt about the specifics, its about believing in something even if its not realistic. 

 its about possibilities 

"People often say that motivation doesn’t last. Well, neither does bathing - that’s why we recommend it daily."

— ~ Zig Ziglar

Dec 8.

countdown begins! 
Dec 8 -  I finish my MBA. 
(we'll ignore that i dont technically graduate untill Feb)
in 29 days, i'll never have to do homework again. no more case studies, group projects, class, or participation points.
CAN NOT WAIT!

now if only i could muster up the motivation to get the work done.

why bother

someone i know mentioned today how she knows all these people blog with absolutely no purpose. so why bother, its stupid. 
i have no idea.   i dont blog for you.    i blog because somehow it feels free-ing to put my thoughts out there. (kind of like my diary in high school, which is hysterical,  I'll add) and honestly, i only let certain people see it.  of course, its public, but im too smart to let everyyyone read it.

new job. 1.2.3 go.
job searching is tiring. im too honest to pretend that i still love my job.    lets be serious, i dont hide things well. i'm a terrible liar and my face gives everything away.  ugh. 

last 5 weeks of grad school. lazzyyyy. which makes it painful. i dont want to put the effort in. i'm sooo close.
my classes are so easy but its soooo hard to get motivated.
i would rather clean my apt, work, anything than do schoolwork.

i stay up too late.